“REMEMBRANCE DAY”

I was sitting at the desk, in my classroom and it was January. My nineteenth birthday has passed and my party was without you, my dear. You were on  the job training on Cebu, but you telephone me six days later on the eighteenth, which was holocaust remembrance day. I had spent the evening wide-eyed in the lecture hall listening to how someone like me might hand someone like you to cebu for a new pair of doll shoes  and a white branded t’shirt .I sat there thinking would never trade him for a pair of doll shoes and that said nothing so I made I bigger. Then became finally worded a spell properly. I got back to my room and picked up the ringing phone and you wanted answers. If his gift was delivered to me by his brother and I answered yes! I was still graceful and happy because even though you did not came to my party but you did not forget your gift even if your far away from me and i feel very happy yon that day.And when you go back here in capiz a hour after you go home ,you visited me in my house to see me and bring my pasalubong i dont know how i feel during that time, whats on my mind  during that i feel happy  that your home and i ask your on job training  you said that it was great and you enjoy it because you learn more and it was your first time to go to cebu..

     “He didn’t make the greatest first impression”

My father doesn’t dislike you because your good. My father dislike you because you hurt me. Way back when I was sophomore still writing your name inside in the cover of my English book. In February after we first meet and I thought maybe you ask me to the junior prom.

My mom was already eyeing dresses and trying out different kinds of braids in my hair. But she was on a trip to manila that weekend. It was just me and my dad and he sat on the living room with the newspaper while I was washing dishes in the kitchen. On the phone with your friend, who later argue was never be your friend,, who told me ‘m only telling you this for your own good, but than told a bunch of us that he thought that you are too fat to take to the prom. And that’s when I blend over, holding on the edge of the kitchen sink, it hurt that badly and my father came running in convinced I had cut my self on a steak knife or shattered a glass in my hand. And I couldn’t breathe enough to b to explain so he keep prying my hand from belly, checking my palms and my shirt for blood. I’m sure he wished only for one of my big sister to glide in, but it was just my dad and me that night and he did the best he could. After I feel asleep doing set up on my family room, it didn’t matter that you swore you never said it, that instead of buying anyone a corsage, you hid at your parents beach house, buying empty bottles in the sand. My dad couldn’t have known that morning he had to look ay my naked body in the tub and anyway he couldn’t have cared. By March, my spine was outlined in bruises. On the back nothing to stop those bones from rubbing against my skin who else could blame for what I had done to my self? Your just a polite voice on the telephone., always calling during supper. It was my father little girl.

its you....

I really don’t know why, but I know its you.. you are the only one that make me feel comfortable by your side. You are the only person showed me how important I am in your life. How I wish that attitude will stay for ever, as we grow older. I was so glad that I have you because every time we where together I feel something that I could not explain, how happy I am and most especially how to thank to you to those things you’ve done to me..

   The patience, care and to make me feel how proud are you of being me, the patience when ever we have I miss understanding you are always her to face it even if how hard it as long as we were fighting together to solve it, and the most important I like is your promise that no matter what happened, you are always be her for me as long as you can that’s how important am i…

Thank you because let me to enter in your life not as your friend, but your especially someone and absolutely your best friend thank you for sharing to me the important secrets in you life just hope and trust that no matter what happened It will always stay as secret between you and me…